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I moved here in Janurary.
I'm fifteen almost sixteen.
I like meeting people.
I am in love with Tony.
I like writeing, singing, && music.
I write alot. Maybe too much.
I'm pretty much a sweetheart but I can be a bitch sometimes.
Because people try to take advantage of me.
I like to Give, Give, Give, && make people happy.
Which is lame cause I can't help it.
I think I have O.C.D. Cause I'm weird.
I clean too much.
Even at resturants.
Or at stores. If somethings misplaced, I MUST fix it. Its crazy.
I have depression but I don't like telling people.
I hate having it.
Not the kind where people pretend they are sad for attention though.
I kinda have mood swings.
I talk too loud sometimes.
Sometimes, I don't talk at all.
I used to drink && smoke, && do drugs alot. But I quit by myself, && I'm proud of myself for it.
I'm pretty shy.
I'm not in any "scene" && I think they are pretty much over rated, but its okay.
People have their lives, && I have mine.
Sometimes I'm kinda lame.
People think i'm pretty mature for my age.
I might have grown up too fast.
I like cooking for people but I almost never eat my own food.
I really like to paint & draw but no one ever really sees my work.
I'm going to be a junior at Silver Creek HS.
After H.S., I want to go to the San Francisco art instatute, or someything like that.
I've always wanted to model or sing though.
I'm kinda emotional. I cry sometimes. I don't like to though. Nor do I like people seeing me cry.
I love my little sister with all my heart. Well her && Tony.
I took care of her from the time she was born till she was four. Then I had to leave her. :[.
I miss her alot because she was kinda like my child.
Its okay though. I still see her sometimes.
I have lots of goals for myself. Maybe too many. Hopefuly I can do them all. Life is short.
I've come close to dieing too many times.
My mom is my hero eventhough I used to be really mad at her. She's been through so much.
I sometimes over ananyze things.
I get amused way too easily.
Sometimes I scare people on accident.
I want to get out of this town && move to a nice place like New York. Kay mybe its not nice, but I think I'd love it.
I like the snow but its really cold when you live with it so sometimes I hate it.
I love taking pictures.
I love my camera.
I like make up.
I don't really like my feet.
I want a tatoo.
I have 7 peircings.
I like going to peoples houses.
I like ranom walks.
I love the ocean && the beach.
I like amusement parks.
I like movies.
I like sleep cause I really don't get alot.
I think about things too much.
I'm a hopeless romantic.
Its hard for me to trust people.
I don't have much self control && It gets me introuble sometimes.
I'm just a little girl.
I have a loud mouth && I'm kinda sorta crazy.
I do alot of "in the moment" things.
I like the rush of doing things that I'm not supposed to.
I like planing things but I kinda never do.
I'm not the kind of peorson who will walk up && talk to you. Sorry.
You probaly have to do that to me if you wana get to know me.
Sometimes I do that though.
Sometimes I'm kinda shallow.
I have a pretty fucked up family.
I feel like i'm in the wrong family cause I'm not like any of them.
We'll maybe my mom kinda.
I have high hopes for myself && my family has none.
It's cause they just settle. I'm not like that though.


Kay I've lost my thought.
So thats it for now.
[ lessthanthree ]

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